A letter to God…
Dear God at times I do not know my right from left…
There are times when I do not know whether to sit or to stand. My mind is filled with thoughts of righteousness yet I have thoughts that produce wrong. Confusion and depression tires to take its toll on me. Anxiety and frustration becomes my postulation, yet these feelings are forbidden in your premises. I pray and fast fighting in the spirit, still leaving pray feeling heavy and dismayed. Beyond all these feelings there is one thing, which remains the same, my soul is anchored in you.
I hear the word of the Lord weighing it carefully. I am zealous concerning things you say regarding my life, because I truly believe your words bring life.
James says, faith without works is dead. However, questions plague my mind… What about the faithful ones who have kept the commands and kept the faith? Will you show them mercy? Will Grace stand up and show its self in the mist of obscure circumstances for the faithful? I believe the answer is yes. This is why I continue to press. I press toward the High Calling in Christ as Paul describes.
I press in, because you have never failed me nor have you let me down. You have been faithful to me all my life! You were faithful to me when I had know understanding of you and the word faithful! Lord your faithfulness taught me how to walk faithful regarding your word and the spirit of life.
Yea though My enemies seek to slay me I will trust in you Almighty! My eyes are fixed on you! Touch my heart! Touch my mind! Touch my ears! Touch my life and make me whole! I surrender all!
You are my sustainer!
You are my rock!
You are omnipotent, Omniscience, Omnipresence, Everlasting, Elohim, El Shaddai, El Gabor, Elyon, Jehovah Jireh, Jehovah Rapha,
You are my peace!
You are my Joy!
You are my everything! I thank you, I praise you, I give you all the Glory!