Your love is sick

Good morningJohn 11 behold he who you love is sick!!!!

 3 Therefore the sisters sent to Him, saying, “Lord, behold, he whom You love is sick.”

4 When Jesus heard that, He said, “This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the Son of God may be glorified through it.”

The sickness is not unto death… In the face of opposition , loss , seeming death, defeat, hurt pain, foreclosure, worries,  and concerns,  Jesus sees the one, the thing, the people, the situation he loves as a prospect for God’s glory to be released! But there is no looking back to yesterday, we become unfit to push the plow and produce Glory to God! We become like  Genesis 19:26 Lot’s wife looking back, and she became a pillar of salt. It’s all about faith, believing in and impossible situation that Jesus can breathe into it and make it right! you and I must remember Jesus lives for  souls, therefore we continue work in prayer and love speaking like over what seems to be dead!


K.I.M.R 94.5



Good morning and afternoon,Reflection today serious thoughts and contemplation, thoughts that lead to the past or future declarations. Thoughts of the present saying do I move forward or do I remain the same?

But then there is the mirror we look in that reflects our image daily. The image could be a person were in contact with often or even someone we live with who mirrors characteristics of ourselves. We look at them and judge them saying what changes they need to make yet never seeing the character faults of ourselves and the fact that we found something in another that we feel needs to be changed.

Strangers to ourselves we remain, divided an lost subconsciously to our own truth denying the changes and the power of God that has beckoned us into this earth realm to attain all that His dynamic image ordained.

Genesis 1:26

Then God said, “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness. And let them have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the heavens and over the livestock and over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.”

Kim warner

K.I.M.R 94.5

Don’t quit 

God Morning! I just want to say quiting is not an option. ..stay in the fight for the battle is not your but the Lord of Sabboath God of the armies fighting for us….WE WIN!  

Psalm 27:13 MSG

.. Stay with God ! Take heart. Don’t quit. I’ll say it again: Stay with God!

Colossians 2:7 AMP

Have the roots of your being firmly and deeply planted in Him, fixed and founded in Him, being continually built up in Him, becoming increasingly more confirmed and established in the faith, just as you were taught, and abounding and overflowing in it with thanksgiving.

Stay Rooted in Him….Don’t Quit! 

Don’t quit the test before its over its part of God plans and your development! So Rejoice! 

1 Peter 4:12-13 NIV

Dear friends, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal that has come on you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. [13] But rejoice inasmuch as you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed.

Shari Lowman

Rising !!!

Today is a commemartion of Jesus death and the words He left with disciples concerning His rising. 

John 10:17 -18 Jesus says,

The reason my Father loves me is that I lay down my life–only to take it up again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have authority to lay it down and authority to take it up again. This command I received from my Father.”

Jesus lets all know that the Father loves Him, because He is compliant to follow the plan given to die to self. That’s right dies to self. For what other reason would Jesus demonstrate the cross other than God the Father sending Him to show man? I mean Jesus was flawless, God incarnate. So God the Father suited Himself in the body of Jesus to show us all we have the ability to make the journey were on when we decide that dying to all self -ish thoughts and motivations are needed. He then shows us in verse John 10:18 Jesus lets us know that we are given free will to choose to lay it down our lives and free will to take it up (authority).

Praise God for this truth that sets us free. We understand the power of choice and the power to follow Christ to the cross means we are letting go of old things letting them pass away with suffering and pain that connotates the mark of new birthing and new beginnings! 

Favor of God will give you renewed life

Reading about King Hezekiah in 2 Kings 20 the Prophet Isaiah delivers news to Hezekiah that is heart wrenching a blow he had not anticipated! The Lord has given Isaiah a word, telling Hezekiah that he must prepare his house because he is going to die. The news brought King Hezekiah to tears. But Hezekiah had walked with the Lord in his thoughts and ways, so he turned his face to pray his way through this disturbing information. My question is have you been walking through disturbing information? Has a report been given to you that you feel will never change, or do you feel what your walking through to be death sentence? And if you feel the sentence of death understand it’s okay because in the mist of it all God is requiring your soul. Your pain is not in vain. The pain you may be experiencing could possibly be the death of your flesh. I mean even a closer look at the scriptures given states that Hezekiah was sick, which connotates sin or error in the body… A malfunction or dysfunction, which means to bring the thing into order we’re dealing with requires touching the hem of God.  Hezekiah’s prayers touched God favorably, changing the heart of God concerning the prophetic word he sent Prophet Isaiah with. Prayer is the power of God that moves on our behalf. In many cases in the bible from Abraham, Moses, David to Nehemiah you will find conversations of intimacy and prayer changing Gods mind concerning a matter. Won’t you be motivated to bind the mind of the enemy and keep him on the cross by fervently praying for those who have wronged you, praying for yourself to align with the word of God, praying intently concerning emotional imbalances that cause issues in families, separation and divorce. Let us find ourselves so caught up in the Father that every matter be bond through prayer such as sickness, lies, deception, confusion, rebellion, addictions, adultery, perversion, anger, resentment, bondage, lack, false burdens and all that the body deals with that can render infection in the body. Pray for the release of love, peace, joy, happiness, patience with one another, suffering that we understand Jesus walk better. All is not lost as Hezekiah prayed he found added life through the power of the spoken word and prayer to the one that can make things happen, the one all know wise God that can change a situation in the matter of prayer time! It’s working out for your good, because God has your heart and your chasing his! In Jesus name amen!


Healing while grieving (By: Gods Grace)

Healing while grieving
God spoke to me, “write about your pain.” I still did not understand what He meant as the voice continue to exclaim write about your pain. But, A few hours later, I got a call that took my breath away, and made my heart stop. Everything seemed to be drowned out by the words that kept ringing in my ears: “when’s the last time you talked to or saw Kenny?” “Today, Why?” “Baby, I’m sorry, Kenny, died this afternoon”, Oh God, my GatorBear was gone? “Hold up, it’s only 4:39 in the afternoon!” Reality had not set in with me. I hung up and immediately began calling and texting his phone to no avail. I heard myself screaming in my parking lot, “I just talked to you, I just saw you!!!! NO!!!!!! NO!!!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! I’m sure it was an awful, ungodly sight, and sound show because of the pain I was in.
It’s just March the 2nd, 2015….
It’s gonna be a Happy, blessed, prosperous, and wonderfully favored New Year!!!! Take a walk with me;
​My GatorBear was right there, through it all. Wiping tears, and listening when I talked.
January 31st, 2015; I watched as my friend went into premature labor, and delivered my Godson, Little Jacob Mathis. I watched him take his first breath, and then he was gone.
My GatorBear was right there, through it all; he always put a smile on my face, no matter what was going on, but what was really happening.
Now fast-forward to March….the Shift
March 1st; the beginning of spring….
March 2nd, he was gone….just like that…..I began the process of not eating, not talking, not sleeping, just crying, praying, crying, and more crying. I could barely talk, didn’t want to be around people, couldn’t and wouldn’t write and this had become my daily routine within a matter of hours. I watched as the sun continued to rise and set, sleepless, numb, and wanting to turn back time; I was hurt, and felt alone. It was a time of darkness vs. light; good vs. evil.
​*Isaiah 54:17

I procrastinated when it was time for the “wake”. It was definitely a wake – up, the reality and finality of Kenneth being gone hit me like a ton of bricks, over and over. Shock is what my god-sister described concerning the scene at the funeral home that night. I didn’t sleep that night, however, boldly convincing myself that I would attend the funeral service; alone. That turned out to be a bad idea, because I wanted and needed to be alone. I sat there watching, feeling miserable and lifeless; sitting in that BEAUTIFUL ATOMOSPHERE, a Celebration of LIFE, atthe time I couldn’t SEE the BEAUTY of it all.

*Isaiah 61:3
*Psalms 30:5

Kenneth Simms was what I had prayed for in a man. He came in and was who I referred to as my Boaz, heaven sent from God just for me. I miss him so much, only God knows. God is here. Even now as I write, the tears fall, but I smile through it. I remember the day I told Kenny that I resigned from my job, the look was priceless. I laugh now, but I told him that God told me to trust Him, and that is what I have to do.
​*Jeremiah 8:31-38
People may think that the process may be over after the burial that is soooooo not true. I still have a process to go through, my children, his family and children still have to process that Kenneth is gone. So I “write through my pain” because going through it, allows me to see and hear clearer as I think about all that has happened, but ALL that God has brought me through.
Wednesday night, God said “praise me through your pain.” I continued to sit on the side of my bed a cry silently, I felt like I would explode. God said “praise me through your pain.”
​“God!!! My GatorBear is gone!!!!! Tears still falling, chest is tight, fist balled up…..
​*Job 14:1-14
I heard the voices of those who told me to rejoice, and God said, “You must praise.”
The next thing I heard was “I neeeeed thee ohhhhhh, I need thee! Every hooour I neeed thee, oh bless me now my SAVIOR I COME TO THEEE! Then I began to sing out from the depths of my soul. YEEEEESSSS, YEEEEESSSSS, YESSSSSS YEEEESSSS, LORD.
Now, my praise and worship is on such a different level with God. *******
​*Philippians 4:4-7

God said, “My gift to you was Kenneth, the way back to your “First Love.” Look at God! 3 days after Kenneth passed, one of my neighbors said to me “baby, you have to lose something in order to gain something, child give God praise and rejoice.” My thought was “lady my ‘everything’ just died, what the @%^$# is wrong with you?
​*John 16: 19-24
As I thought of her words, the words and prayers of other, not just for me, but Kenneth’s children and family as well; truth is, I haven’t totally lost him; he is with me in spirit and forever in my heart. The gaining is that I continue to pursue a closer, more intimate relationship with God. I not only need Him, but I WANT HIM. Crying out to HIM is healing for my soul, praying at all times, never ceasing, praising, dancing and worshipping for my FIRST LOVE. , Kenneth was sent to me for only an appointed time:
*Hebrews 13:1-2
Yes, it hurts, but we must Praise God through it; you probably have unanswered questions just like me, but I let the tears fall, full of sadness, but as I began to let go, the praise, worship, peace and joy flows from my soul. Yes, Kenneth and I had big plans, but ours wasn’t GOD’s plan.
​*Jeremiah 29:11-13
God told me, “Write about your pain”, it’s not over, and I’m not done. One day at a time
God told me, “Praise me through your pain”, I do, and I will continue to do so. One day at a time
​*Psalms 63: 3-4
We have all some things (jobs, homes, cars, etc.), we have all lost loved ones along this road in life, and Kenneth has been the hardest for me on a different, deeper level. When I do fall asleepat night, I found that I praised and worshipped God until I fell asleep. I currently have no job, rent and other bills are due. I usually can go to Kenneth and say “Bae, I need help”, his response “What you need?”, and it was done. By no means was everything peaches and cream, but we prayed, we argued, but we loved, flaws, imperfections, and all.
From the time Kenneth and I were together, I wanted to become a better woman of God. He told me that I was who God says I am, and there are no limits to what God can do in my life. I learned God’s ways to love unconditionally, uninhibited, and without limits. I also learnedforgiveness, openness, compassion, and trust. I learned to smile again, love again, and know that God has His Hands on me. With Kenneth Simms, I even learned the true meaning of intimacy (without sexual acts).
Now, I have put all my faith and trust in God, my FIRST LOVE. I praise HIM for EVERYTHING HE has done for me and my family. There is power in praising God, there is power in the name of Jesus; HE’s here always waiting, watching, wanting more from us.
I know God, I love God, and I know He Loves me. The very fact that whatever happens in our lives, He already knew. He gives us what we need, right when we need it. He provides, protects, heals, delivers and set free. Give HIM MORE, “write through your pain”. “Praise through your pain”. The tears will come and go, thoughts of what could have been, and many memories of what once was. God chose each us to go through different trials, tribulations, the loss of loved ones, the loss of material things, and other life altering events, but through it all, He gives us strength, His promises is yea and amen. God is waiting…..He knows;
​*Ephesians 1:3-6
​*Deuteronomy 31:6

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